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EnigmaofBruins42

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Sorry for the long wait, been busy with life and whatnot. 
Loving the new Bring Me The Horizon album! I can't help but imagine stuff in Steven Universe every time I listen to the album... What's your thoughts on this?
#thatsthespirit 
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6/6/66: The birth of the demon of stoke, Enjoy your 47th birthday, Murdoc Nicalls! Thanks for being a great mentor in my dreams!
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New Year's Day

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2012 was quite a roller coaster for me... from starting up my senior year at high school to being traumatized by the shooting in Connecticut (R.I.P victims of the shooting... 26 is now a arc number in my life). Christmas day saw myself seeing my half sister again after 3-4 years, now my family feels whole again.

I still have dreams talking to Murdoc about life situations or just random stuff... I've been honored for him to become my mentor/father figure... it's odd, but that's how I see him in my view... Anyway, the new year's going to ring in and hopefully change will come in good ways.
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Emotionally exhausted after a day at school, in 4th period Theater I: I was trying to memorize my monologue but the room got too loud for me to handle, not to mention, my umbrella's handle snapped off...

So after some of my classmates performed, I decided "Screw this" and went up front to perform it. I was so ticked off that I channeled my inner Murdoc and snapped into character (I was to be a rough character, so why not do Murdoc?), exploding my anger and eventually startled/stunned my classmates into dead silence. The teacher simply said to me that I forgot some lines but did a good job with my characterization. I then collapsed onto a nearby couch (The classroom had couches as seats), emotionally tired but relived that the weight went off my shoulders.

Speaking of emotions... I tend to drift off into dreamland once in a while, and Murdoc becomes a sort-of main character in my dreams, acting as my mentor or even a father figure. We were at the roof of Plastic Beach watching the sunset one time, talking about random stuff, and he rested his hand on my shoulder gently, telling me to not let all the negative thoughts go to my head... "That's 'ow people get corrupted by society.". I know there was an artist here that mentioned the same thing as above, but I thought it would be nice to just explain what goes in my head as myself and not as my OC Cade... I still need some rest and hopefully an escape...
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Random Thoughts

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I don't know how these journals work... but I'll just post random things here and there.
Guess my love for Gorillaz's Plastic Beach has me wearing nautical clothing, mainly striped tops, I'm thinking of being a zombie captain for Halloween (It worked for Mick Jones and Paul Simonon when they performed with Gorillaz in Oakland of 2010). Gonna need pictures of their Oakland concert for references.
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